I saw this on Facebook the other day.
I needed to see it. I have been the kid picked last in gym class. I have been heavier. I have been the clumsy. For too long, the “can’ts” have ruled what I do for fitness and weight loss. Things were always too hard, too much work, too difficult to schedule, just too much. I had to change how I thought. I had to really look at myself and determine what I was going to do and what my end-game was going to be.
Then a few months ago, I decided to incorporate running into my life. I entered a number of local races (mostly 5ks). I was definitely not the fastest – I still haven’t run a full 5k without walking – but I wasn’t giving up. I even entered a half-marathon. I walked most of it due to pain, but I didn’t give up. Even when I was in tears and texting my husband that I hurt and wanted to stop, I still didn’t give up.
I’m not perfect. Yes, I obsess too much about how fast other people run. Yes, I am always in pursuit of another training plan, more technology, comparing my run times & paces. Yes, I probably enter too many races. But you know what – that’s all ok. Some of it, I need to figure out how to let go and let my run be at my pace, but it’s still ok. Will I always be slow? Probably slower than I want, but at least it gives me something to aim for. As John Bingham says in the quote above “You are a runner”.
I AM A RUNNER.